Meeting new people intentionally is something I should be doing to expand my circle of friends, and well… maybe find someone to date. But thinking about it, I think I'm in a very comfortable and happy position now. Another commitment sounds and feels… somewhat intimidating and tiring. Lol. Then I realize… the 'emptiness' I have always been bothered with, I'm not really feeling it as much these days. The past few weeks or months, in fact. Maybe it's the working out and the hanging out with Haniza almost every day that I'm finally getting rid of that poisonous emotion.
Is this just an excuse for someone stuck in her comfort zone?
My thoughts are sometimes conflicting - while I understand why some people would judge another for being "stuck in their comfort zone", I actually don't feel like I am stuck. Why can't someone just decide to do something out of the ordinary and not be judged for making that decision?
Maybe, I'm just not ready for whatever I "should be doing".
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