Mandarin Songs Make Me Sad

The song currently on repeat.
One of the reasons why I start on K-Pop was the fact that I couldn't understand or resonate with their lyrics... Lol. It's true. Sometimes, some Mandarin songs make me feel sad. Like tonight.

It was a very good Friday and I was very hyper.

Though there was a little blemish in my evening thanks to some ridiculous salesperson from Dorra (she insisted I go for the free trial and is still holding on to my money! UGH. Dumbest person award goes to me, thanks.)......... ANYWAY, though there was this tiny blemish to my evening, I was overall very chirpy today.

It's Friday, I'm always happy.

But then, at 11pm, I decide to listen to my current favourite song on repeat and now I'm all..... down. SIGH.

I am feeling so much for this part of the lyrics:

我是真的有點累了
在原地打轉太久了
向左向右 往前退後
我和我自己拉扯多久了

I feel so stuck at my career now, it sucks.