alone..

i'm feeling so weird today. hais. i'm confused whether i'm sad, happy or angry.
anyway, woke up early today because i couldn't continue sleeping. went to wash up eat breakfast then straight to my study room to do my homework. gosh~ they are piling up. for once, i want to finish them up but, i didn't. =] started to sit infront of my assignments at 1115 hrs. done three maths questions then started to play neopets. hahas. can't forcuss. gary and fengni came over to my house at 1400hrs++ then waited for a few minutes before chanelle came over and watch a movie. it was totally gross! lols. then after the movie, we clean up and went to puggol CC. after yesterday's badminton game with chanelle, fengni and donna, i didn't know why but i feel the urge to play it again. still want to though.it's good way to vent all my frustration because i play without thinking about anything. [= hmms. am real tired but i still feel like playing lehs.a bit enthu after yesterday's game.hahas.but mayb it's because i'm not in good mood bahs. mood swing? hahas. just feel like hitting things but not human, they are never good targets. hahas. still feel like playing it tomorrow! hahas.sprain my right leg twice and left leg once today. but still continue playing.only samuel and fengni know about my leg bahs. hahas.but feel much better le.because i didn't think about it.right hand also hurting, can't really control it.hahas.too long didn't play badminton le.after the game, gary went to the female toilet! hahas. he didn't know because he thought it was the kiddy toilet with the small baysin.hahas. he's cute.anyway, i think i feel empty becaues for once after a month, i'm not having any form of conversation with that person bahs.i get too dependent on someone easily.now, i really feel weird.but hope i'm not missing that person.(:
hais.still feeling sad i think. post so long le, later got people complain. hahas. gotta go. buh bye!