Damn Me.

So much for updating only after O's.

No comments for any of the papers I've sat.
But, I can't deny the fact that I'm extremely disappointed. Despite feeling this, I kept pushing the thought of disappointment away. This makes me feel even worse, much terrible.

Tomorrow's History paper, so what? Mum has been asking me to not turn up for the paper. However, no matter how much I want to skip that paper I know it's against my own principal. -.- I’m not a person who gives up so easily. On the other hand, it’s uncontrollably tough and saddening to see myself and actually admit that I'm not so much of a studying kindda person. I have experienced the least I would want during this major examination. Despite trying my very best to squeeze all the stupid, irrelevant, overwhelming information and damn irritating facts, I still can't do that so-easy paper! What more, the paper WAS really, really, really EXTREMELY EASY! Darn~ I ought to be killed.
Saying to be not much of a studying person makes me feel like I'm giving excuses to myself. Maybe it's the habit I've cultivated- to not study for papers. This sucks even more. I hate all these! Why is it that everyone else can do it but I just CAN'T?!?

Ohh where ohh where has my confidence went,
ohh where ohh where can they be?
Someone, Anyone; let me your shoulders for a while, will you?
Pissed off.
Who cares anyway?