The Little Things

So...... my behaviour had been very much tamed since my last entry about being attracted to someone. Lol. It's good, because........ I don't really like how I am then; I sometimes lose control and can be an embarrassment to myself. It's like being back in primary school having a crush on the most handsome person in school kindda way. 

Meh.

Last night, I came to a realisation that... The like is going to be there for a really long time. For a while, I'd thought the attraction had simmered which would eventually boil over... But then, everything comes back just seeing the face. Sigh. I actually don't want this feeling... So much so that, thinking about it sometimes makes me wanna cry. 

Lame, right?

I also realise that... It's really the little things that matter. I really really appreciate the small things noticed, the simple "thank you" said, and all the thoughtful gestures.

It's the little things that matter.