Thursday, December 28, 2017

Crushed Zz

It has been a really really long time since I felt attracted to anyone that I forget how it feels to like someone. Lol. Kindda pathetic? But sadly, my reality now. So anyway… for the past 2 months, I've been extremely confused. I couldn't make out if I was really naturally thinking about someone or I'm just making it happen because I'm bored.

The first person I see in my head when I wake up. Randomly recalling a conversation while watching TV or walking to work. Suddenly seeing the person in my head while doing anything. In the middle of the day, during a meal, amidst a conversation, before I sleep and even midway through my prayers. Like…. Urg. It's annoying, yet…. It makes my lips curl upwards. Just thinking.

Sigh.

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