A Part Of Me... Lost.

​Today is another one of those days I'm thinking about it. Again.

After so so so long and so so so much mindfucking, I still can't get over it. Seems like this knot reappears every single time we talk. Or at least, most of the time. The disconnection and difficulty to hold a nice long conversation keeps bothering me.

​And ​I wonder​ed​.... Wondered if I will ever get over this.

Recently heard this: "When someone comes into your life, they bring the whole of themselves in. Slowly, it makes your life different because they become a part of you."

Today, I can finally put a finger on why it's been so so so difficult to get over this friendship.

It's because I feel like I've lost a great part of me.