I'll Be Okay~

received the set piece for next year's SYF yesterday. all i can say is; the song is so weird and difficult. i'm not sure about other instruments but i know "ZhongRuan" have to play notes from high to low and vice versa. out of the sudden, i miss orchestra and my instrument. it's been a while since there's this feeling that urge me and motivates me back to orchestra. =]

heard from huiyi that gary have to SOLO in the start. hope he is confident enough to do well because i have faith in him. all we have to do is practice practice, despite the boring-ness, to get our goal = GOLD (better, gold with honour). hehs.

have been visiting many people's blog (even those i don't know). it's rather interesting to read people's post and see how they express themselves in their blogs and the things / obstacles they face cum. overcome. LOLs. i'm so bored these days. being at home is making me sick.

had many dreams last night. bad ones, good ones. it's a bit scary losing things that used to be so attractive and of course, ours. but, i can't defy fate. that's what i have to face. it is so stupid when there's a feeling of desire to impress everyone; but when everyone doesn't share the same view or doesn't want the same thing, we suffer. me and huiyi have been struggling. how can we impress all of them if they want the same thing at the same time?

i guess next week i'll be really packed with camps. from tuesday to sunday. cool huh? LOLs. so tired. i don't even know what's happening to my eyes (left eye especially) that seems to be shifting on it's own these days. it doesn't hurt but it feels damn weird. i hope i'll be okay~

there's a voice in me that wants to be heard. there's so many i want to say but no one is listening. no one even knows. why are man becoming so selfish and arrogant? don't they know the achievement that get may be due to the help they received from others? i really miss those days. those days i use to have listening ears around accompanying me lessening my problems because they understand. but, i know time cannot be rewinded because man waits for time even when they know time never waits for man. i miss those days with that person too. it's so weird having to feel empty everyday, everynight at a particular time recalling memories both of us shared, bitter sweet or sour. LOLs. so dramatic. =] gotta go.

leaving home early for orchestra today. can't wait to start practising!!!

buh bye! hehs.