Friday, July 29, 2011

Moodless.

One of those days I'm feeling like a girl.
Moodless and prolly PMSy.

I've been wanting to blog about the happy things that are happening. The three activities with my happy pills. But, I feel weird doing it without the pictures; of which will definitely make the entry look extremely long-winded and make people feel lazy to even glance through the entry. :( Soohou ain't sending me the pictures too. >:(

Anyway, I shall try to blog tonight with the pictures from FB >:(

Right now, "Ugly" is on repeat. Blasting it through my earpiece. I feel so... blah. Indescribable. Because, I've no idea what I'm feeling.

At this very second. I wanna rant. You are permitted to click the "close tab/browser" button at the top right hand corner and leave this,,, about to be damn long entry.

Random thoughts trained around my head as I stoned at work after finishing up everything that's to be done.

I've not been performing fantastically well at work lately. &it frustrates and disappoints me. No idea what's wrong with me. Some mistakes I make at work. How stupid muddleheaded can I get? Seems like my head is not at work. My heart has been missing. :/ And it's so annoying because this shouldn't be the way.

Anyways, no luck outside either. Got calls. But no more news thereafter. How depressing? Extremely. I'm still floating around when almost everyone I know is slowly being grounded to something.

I have been feeling this... weird feeling since last night. And it's so frustrating to not know why. Seriously, why do girls have this... stupid emotion? Why was it even implanted to us?! Lol.

Taken advantage of. I hope ours never get to that stage. The stage of being too used to each other and slowly forget the limits each of us have. And step over the line till something awful happens. Things are already pretty bad. Bad enough...

I got annoyed with something. Or perhaps, someone yesterday. I don't understand how some people can live by guilt-less when they are just all talks. Excuse me, none of us are your backups. Don't come looking for us only when you're bored or need company. Don't be sucha bitch.

And I absolutely hate it when people choose whether or not to respond. This applies to anyone who likes doing so. It pisses me off when people don't reply my messages and gives me a stupid reason when they obviously used their phones to access social networking sites after the time of the message was sent.
Seriously.

Prolly because I feel PMSy today, I think people who are purely just talkers are losers. Talk is dirt cheap. It's worse to talk behind than to be frank. It's not even funny sometimes.


At this point of time, "Ugly" has repeated for like... the 12th or 15th time. And I'm still ain't sick of it. Proves how really addictive 2NE1 songs are. :D

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