Past VS. the Present... Hmmm.

A long entry. :D

Blog-hopped. Honesty, I still prefer life before O's. Lol.
The mugging life, with nothing much to worry about other than studying and what to do after O's. Facing books and worksheet all the time; most of the time Maths worksheet. =x Not much time to really rest without feeling guilty and stuff; but of course, studying with friends made mugging so much easier and... enjoyable. :) Not as stressful when you study with friends uh.
Looking back, I remember my clique doing countdowns, planning what to do after O's and of course, mugging. Lol.

Now? Life ain't as mundane but, it's not any exciting either. Just going to school and pretending you're absorbing what is being taught, completing tutorials that I sometimes don't even understand or know what I'm doing. Lol.

I don't think it's a good comparison. But I guess, it's just something I feel. Secondary School life was better. I was more determined to get things done, to be involved, to be busy and... I don't know? Friends back then were more fun too; get to go out after school because we stay rather near each other. There was not trouble to agree on a location. Or, just staying in school to slack. Friends now in school are almost scattered all around Singapore. Lol.





Just ignore me k? Lol. It's just some afterthoughts; from reading blogs of friends who are going through O's now. I'm really scared I might forgot how life was like back then because, I certainly don't want to. Lol. It was definitely my best time in life. Haha! Not O's of course. :) Still, I'm really glad I've passed that phase. LOL! Being contradicting? Pardon me. Lol. I have no idea what I have in mind right now either. :/ Life now ain't that bad either; at least, it's so far so good. :D Love love love!

Silly and forgetful me. Didn't ask around those who mattered, when their first paper start. :( End up only wishing them luck after their... 3rd paper? Boohoo.

Peace out! x.x

*Edited*

A comment Stephanie made (wayyyyyyyy back in time) that got me thinking;
"maybe think more for yourself now, instead of livng for others?
'cos you're starting t see alot of people's true colors now, nd it's abit foolish of you t still think for them whn they're protecting themselves"

Yes? Hmmmm. :/ &Huanqing even said that I'm mentally fragile. *frowns* Lol.
I realise I'm getting back my habit; switching off in school once in a while. Haha. It's been long since I've done that... Since.. maybe secondary school days? :/
Pardon if I don't answer you when you call out to me a few times; Sometimes I really don't hear you. :D
(If it's urgent, tap on me or something. :D)