yesterday was fun? had tuition in the morning and went to hougang mall to do some stuffs and met up with weishan and serene for a while before heading home and waited for them (gary samuel weishan serene junyuan and ivy) to come over. lols. played mahjong for three hours and lost 8bucks! gosh~ that's alot right? also, met a new friend; Junyuan? lols. he was tricked about me being Sec2. LOLS. but, i think he's nice and he sound pretty much like sayloong? lols.
lols. look at gary eating~ lols.
he was playing with the food? lols. disgusting!
yesterday was trying to transfer some files when my monitor went blank again and i walked pass my CPU forgetting my tumbdrive sticking out and it's sort of spoilt!
see! SAD~ got to save up to buy a new one now. -.-
parents went out. lols.
it's really true that people tend to look at ones' flaws them rather than their good points.
this fact is pretty saddening. people are like forgeting the goodness in life? so stupid to be adding misery to their own life.
read some peoples' blog and i've decided to give up on her. she doesn't appreciate it. like i've told the others: i really see no point in her continuing. she doesn't even want to help herself! all she thinks about now is about we-know-what and will never be about studying. she mentioned that she tried, tried her best. i know, but i don't see the effort~ like they always say, it's always easy to be said than done. no one's born stupid. it depends on one. whether they are lazy or not. i used to defend her when they talk about her. i told them it's due to her studying environment. but every now and then, she disappoints me and make me wonder what's the point of me trying to defend her when she actually don't deserve it at all. what's the point of wasting her money? what's the point of me being angry? i admit sometimes i tend to be too sarcastic and sound insulting and disheartening but, it's because i'm pissed. looking at her bloody face sometimes make my blood boil real high. everyones' tired after a long day in school. but, what is she tired of? of sleeping i guess? i don't care whether she would read this or not. i just don't know how to get her this message- many of us care but she keeps thinking that we don't? what is this?!? she doesn't treasure whatever she does too. all she think is: we don't care. no one cares for her. please larhs~ grow up will you?!? sometimes i have the urge to scold her and let her know that damn message but i don't have a chance nor heart to do so. i know what reactions i would receive.so, i guess i better go off before feeling my blood boil again.
when i read that post. that sentence. that sentence that triggered me to post this up. i'm pissed, i'm turned off. who she think she is? why do we have to see her stupid face and try to cheer her up? she's like a grown up already but only think about herself and that bloody thingy?!? suddenly, i really can't take it anymore. i really hope she can change that fucking attitude of hers. she doesn't realise that her other friends (apart of most of her classmates) are improving and moving on but she's still stuck there being lazy~ lazy is like not an excuse larhs. all she does is shop shop shop.
wake up larhs. who are you feeding on now. if she doesn't care about you, do you think you can still live in comfort and shop like nobodys' business? you may be saying that i've no right to be lecturing or critising you. but, look at yourself! wake up~ you won't be feeding on her one day. if you don't have a good certificate, do you think you will get a good job for you to be able to shop like crazy, like now? so what if you're pretty? beauty is but deep skin, don't you understand?!?
i'm so fucking pissed right now! of course, i won't want to lose her as a friend but i really do hope she get this message across and try to change? i feel more sad than angry in fact~
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