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hehex. nine days never blog liao nehx. haha. i'm now chatting with Haniza. she called me. hahaz. saD arhx. one more day then school's gonna start. saD sia. June holiday seems short to me this year. but, many things have happened and i'm glad that i have at least a week to really relax. Yesterday was the last day of our DAY camp.~
The first day was quite boring, the ice-breaking games were a bit dead. the secondary ones were so stiff and anti-social. anyway, the worse part was that, i wasn't feeling as good as normal. i felt heat early in the morning sia~ then start having headache. saD right. hahax. although morning was boring, the afternoon was so-so larh. start practising lorh. then, that is only when we (the seniors) realise that they (our juniors) were not taught the basics. the teacher is okay but he likes to go solo and will often neglect his students. saD. then we had no choice but to teach them from head to toe. My junior's attitudes are okay. Zhallyka is the most diligent one while the other two were okay~ Suying is okay but she is not honest about herself. for example when she don't understand what we are talking, she won't ask. she has a bit attitude. i can't take her sometimes. then lastly, huishan. she is a very fast learner. she get what we say and catch up real fast. but, she gives in too easily. a bit of pain she feels and rest is on the way. heard from Kim Pei and YanLing that she takes break for a bit of pain she feels. i don't know how is she going to perform the six or more long songs on the performance day. have to use the index finger the most lorh. so saD.
then the second day of camp was a bit more alive. hahax. the games and attitude are more lively. first, was the project meeting then it was Amazing Race. I'm so glad that i'm in-charge of one station and that saved me from playing. hahax. i modified my station and made the challengers to use their mouth and bite the rubber bands up from a pile of flour. hahax. then is was combine practise. hahax. the first three songs were so simple. hahax. so fun sia. but because of the sec ones. we had to go slow. saD. hahax. can't wait for the concert to come. wooo~~ heeheex.
last day, that is yesterday, i had the most fun.~! hahax. the game we had yesterday was so tiring lorh. had to run and chase after people. saD right. run until i leg pain sia. pain until today also haven't recover. -sighZ- hahax. then it was YiJia and Gary's birthday. hahax. they were sabotaged yesterday. so cute. but i think it would be Gary's most unforgetable tiring funny but embarassing birthday. hahax. the morning and afternoon was fun but tiring. the practises were good and smooth too. hahax. then evening was a bit tensing. i had to rush home early but teacher was not done with her briefing. then after that got scolded by mother. I was so late that the whole family had to wait for me and we couldn't dine out. i was so god damn guilty. saD. then after that, i went out with Jie Jie Yani to but dinner. wasn't in the mood to talk lorh. i wasn't saD that my hp was confiscated or that i can't go out with my friends but because i was so guilty that i didn't wana talk. i controlled my tears. until i reach the bath room it was so difficult. when i went to the bath room, i didn't really burst into tears, i just cried a little. then i went out had my dinner and more lectures. at about nine plus, i went in to my parents' room then i apologised to my dad. that was when more tears flow down my cheeks. after all those apologising, the phone rang and it was mine. my hp was confiscated (because bill exceed. $57.50) so i decided to divert all my calls to my house. then Leonard was on the line. he wasn't informed about my mood at that point of time then he said: "just now i forgot that i call you, i asked your sister whether dicky was at home" i just smiled. then i sniffed a little. when he heard me, he asked me whether i was crying. i kept quiet for a moment then i said no but couldn't control myself then i really burst into tears. he comforted me and i'm glad that i had a friend like him. that was my night.okay~ hahax. this morning was disasterous. i told leonard last night not to ask xingjie to come to my house in the morning but i think he just ignored me. i was sleeping when my mother came in and told me to wake up. few minutes later, i sat up then before i knew it, my mother opened the door and say: "dou nai here liao" then i saw xingjie looking into my room. i was so not awake but i'm a bit pissed. then i went down my bed, had a bit chat with xingjie and went to wash up. that was my morning today then afternoon i just sat around and watch the televsion. i just packed my table and is happy with that achievement. hahax.
i have been typing for about half an hour, and i'm starting to feel the pain from my fingers and arm. due to yesterday practise too. my hands and legs are aching. hmmx. i really got to go. buh bye. kekex. -bleahZ-
16:28 to 17:06-jasmin`