Selfishness

I have never thought of things that way until they so easily point it out to me. I guess, being on the outside and prioritizing me is what makes things appear so to them. Which, is honestly no wrong after-all. In a way, it was indeed a selfish act. From the very beginning, it should not have been arranged that way based on what we had discussed. We already had an agreement. But since things took a turn and sacrifice was made, I thought it was okay. But, it wasn’t. I didn’t think of what I had to sacrifice and only thought about what would work best. In the end, I had to experience much inconvenience myself. I can’t help but agree with their thought on this episode because of the things that were said. I don’t think it’s me being too sensitive, but them being less considerate. Sigh. It is only natural that people put themselves ahead of everything else. Prioritization. But why am I not like that? Why do I always compromise even when I’m not exactly that happy? And then when I finally think about it, I see how stupid and silly I am. At the end of the day, the considerations I have for others, won’t be done the same for me. Let’s be more selfish this year.