I want to stay positive.
But everything today is just.................................................................
Depressing.
Disappointing.
Demoralizing.
D. D. D.
So many Ds.
Even my seat number today starts with a 'D'. Is it telling me I'm gonna get a D grade? Well, it sure won't be a distinction~
I think my exhausion is getting into my head. Highly suspect I didn't sleep at all last night.
My mind was on a roll.
Rock & Roll.
It was repeating terms I memorised, playing random scenes (I now can't recall) and just keeping itself awake while I try my best to sleep; shutting my eyes tight.
The last time I saw the time was five minutes past 2.
I thought I'll fall asleep if I don't open my eyes at all. Like it will magically trick my mind that I'm asleep. :/
Apparently, it didn't work.
My first case of insomnia?
Sure hope it's the first and the last.
It was horrible.
It was so terrible to the extent that I end up chanting to tire my mind.
Worked though. I think.
Just not for long......... I remember suddenly waking up again and continue chanting.
I even remember "seeing" my exam paper. Didn't have the strength to take a snapshot though. Lol.
Maybe, it was all just a dream.
Maybe, I was just dreaming that I was awake.
What a D day.
Depressing.
Disappointing.
Demoralizing.
Gotta snap out of it right after I click "publish" and get started on the second paper. No time to waste!
Damn.
