My head still hurts since afternoon.
&I wish my heart would stop aching too.
Sigh............................ What exactly have I done in my past to deserve going through such an episode again?? Why do I have to put up a fake front and act like it doesn't matter at all; when in actual fact it is totally not okay and honestly, hurts me really badly..................? It has been years since the last experience and I guess, I've slowly let my guard down over the years that I no longer know for sure if I can still do it............
I don't wanna talk about it.
&I'm not ready to face it yet.
