hmmms.

*many enters and leaves. but, how many true ones last?

Missed lunch, outside. came home early and ate a bowl of instant noodles.

anyway, today is plain rainy and cold. nothing much happened. except for my darn headache killing my brain cells causing me to lose my efficiency in work. maybe it's because of maths. it's hurting! urg. just hope i'll get to pass both my maths paper well. ohh, guess what. i lost marks for todays' paper. forgot to convert. damn. should have read the question properly, carefully and whole-ly(is there such a word? lols.), word-for-word.

have been searching for an ideal political blog. saw one yesterday on television but forgot the url. political blogs are somehow good because they voice out for people who feels the same. but, it's like writing reflections for english. news article. reader's digest. to add on, i have to be updated by someone in order to be updated. hahas. i seriously don't update myself unless there's force? lols.

conducted a committee meeting today. they are pissed. i know. i'm also disappointed. disappointed with both myself and her. i'm a lousy speaker, a forgetful one too. she's just distracted today. everyone has been busy with studies, test and other activities. just like some of us, maybe she just wants to reach home fast. who knows? i know i'm tired and stressed up. eyes can hardly concentrate, maybe that explains my blabbering during the meeting. guess my headache took away most of my brain cells leaving the rest to struggle in remembering what am i suppose to say. hahas.

memories cannot be erased as easy as the mistakes we make on paper. right? can't deny what is done but, i've also decided to admit what i may not have said or done. it's best to reduce pain bahs. hmms. like mentioned, there's no wrong in accusing. checked online-dictionary on the word explanation: "to make something clear or easy to understand by describing or giving information about it". for now, i don't think there's a need to explain. inflicted holes. felt it. seen it. maybe the more explanations given, the more pain arise. who knows?

was just wondering, how can friends suddenly act as if they don't know each other unless they are really acting?

Life's a mystery. A puzzle.

*i don't expect anything from now. i'll learn to be immue to these stuffs.