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Had a random thought while walking somewhere and tweeted….

"Slowly starting to believe I don't deserve it."

and the very first thing I saw when I look up after tweeting that…...

"Believe in yourself and all that you are."

Life and her coincidences…

A random notion I am having because I realize… smart people are a little intimidating. Where I am now, there is plenty of bright young fresh blood. The conversations they have amongst themselves sometimes make me feel ignorant, dumb and too many times alone.

It feels like I am not competent enough to desire more. Not up to their par to match with them. &Too out of the zone to be part of the conversations. They speak really well too, which makes me think twice before talking because my comfortable way of speech is Singlish. I even think in Singlish!

Is this why some people say it is always better to find a partner who comes from a similar background as you? Maybe it's less obvious when you're alone with your partner, but think about the times you have to hang out with their friends…… You certainly won't wanna sound dumb, or be dumb, or feel dumb.

But I suppose one can always learn these things; Current affairs, standards of various organizations, the economy, the many different JCs and………… Zzzz Just typing them out makes me feel sleepy already!!!