Wish You Know...

Have been doing a little bit thinking lately.. Came to a conclusion that I should totally put it aside and focus on what's more important now. &this time, for real.

Was wondering why I've been so into the whole thing that even when I said I'll let go, I never exactly did.. Probably because I wasn't wholeheartedly ready. Or because I didn't have such a prominent goal...

Anyhow, I'm rather determined now so, I hope it's not all just talks.. :) obviously won't be easy at all; but I'm gonna put my heart to achieving my goal first... :) after all, I'm kindda sick of it happening again and again.

To-you-who-never-reads-my-blog,,, I hope things improves. Only you can help yourself, so be strong. Don't worry when you are gonna fall; because we'll be on standby to catch you. Always.

Have never felt so hurt for someone before. Tonight, I realize I still care a lot. God, please help.