SIGH.
It seems like my wall of self-restraint is slowly crumbling down; against my weak will. :((
From time to time, I'll find myself in this confusing mess - swallowing myself into nothing.
SIGH.
Do not want the wall to crumble. So much effort to build it up. :(
Really gotta get them out of my mind because it's driving me insane!!! :'( Y U SO WEAK?!!
STOP THINKING.
STOP MISSING!!!! Zz
SIGH.
