I'm A Mess.

I'm such a big ugly mess.

I don't know anymore. Yet again.

Gave myself the green light to let things out, stop fighting the emotions and stop hiding away from the fondness for a while; allowing my face to be badly tear stained. It's been long since I bawled things out. It felt nice... somehow.

Feels like I've been reading things all wrongly again; felt like a lummox loser.

Well, thanks for leading me on the wrong way.