Just a Facade?!

Haven't been sleeping well lately - dreaming about really random and unrealistic stuffs. The worse thing, it has Stephanie and Gary ! Lol. I think I love them too much. ?!?!?!?! Lol. Can't believe I just typed that.

As for today - Something build up inside me that kept me awake.
Nope, it's not the excitement for tomorrow (last paper I'll be having). Instead, it's a tad anger. I can't believe I couldn't control myself and had to piss myself off again reading that piece of... erm... fiction?
Then, my thoughts went wild and had these notions derived from that tragedy I read.

**don't read if you've got a faint heart.

There are just some people in life you'll pray to never ever cross paths with.
But I guess it is just l-i-f-e that you'll get what you loathe or rather, life is not always getting what you want.

Once, I regarded some as people I truly enjoy being with. But time is the test. The cruel test to all creatures. Everyone gradually reveals their true colours and their "tails" over time.

& for some, they never gets it;
They try their best to make it seem as though they are the victims; That they are the ones who got hurt deeply. However, they never did realise the loopholes they've neglected. And only to those who are actually in the exact same situation will know, understand, realise and see how fake and stupid the excuses-used, were.



Another notion; how can one be genuinely happy and content with life when they are constantly living a lie? Situations and relationships between people should and must be built. Things don't happen for nothing; and they surely will not change out of the blue. It is always something someone must have done to trigger the change. The change in attitudes, concepts and etc.
These things done would usually results in a consequence, isn't it?

And if you really wanna have a serene journey in life ; don't always look at the faults and flaws of others. Take a look at the mirror and have a deep-down-under kindda way to look back at yourself too~
Maybe, you're actually the problem.



It makes me really wonder how others can actually tolerate Little Miss Bothersome? If she is of such annoyance, why doesn't anyone scream at her? :/
(Please do not assume, I'm not referring to anyone. But if you feel the prick, I really have nothing to say - you should know better.)



The funniest thing that got to my mind was. Why do they look up to him that much? It's not as though he'll be the one changing anything. He've had it all planned out, isn't it? And if you, yourself do not do anything to change a situation- he will not come down and help you solve it personally right? I'm not trying to insult or whatsoever. But I personally feel that; when you're met with a problem or a crisis, it's better if you face it and not run away and hide from it. Or in this case; look up upon to him. -.-



PS: Am seriously going to stop tolerating your shit.
PS: Oh right, maybe it's because people think you're pathetic and lonely enough? OMG, Ouch!