SRSJC Camp Day1..

spent my first day at SRSJC for a camp. expected more than what has happened but i still enjoyed the camp. SERIOUSLY. the camp was just plain and damn dry. COLD too!! our family: BISMARCK!! was suppose to be in the air-conditioned hall for all the group discussions and we were there during lectures and dance. hahas. so, it was damn cold.

what i didn't like was the colledge dance. it was suppose to be nice (i done it last year) but i guess they forgot that there are students (like some of us) who does not know the dance step. unlike last year (i think because it was new) everyone was taught the dance in a detailed way. but, this year? they just did it like it's a revision. and, they kept addressing us as secondary school students. unlike last year, they called us Student Leaders or Achievers, i can't remember. they even made a remark saying that secondary school students might be childish when they first come into the collegde and might do some things like what they have done to their OGLs (Orientation Group Leaders). aiyah, it's good to know more friends.!! =]

there was not much game but hours of sitting down on the floor. my back HURTS!! gosh. it's like a piercing pain but i tried to leave it at the end of my mind. i LOVE the cheering sessions!! hahas. i shouted.. lucky still got voice. ^^

kindda happy larhs. was complimented and seemed welcomed. hahas. also, i didn't expect to be listened during the discussion. you know, i'm not really involved in the whole thing but someone still listen! hahas.

was complimented to be a good and right speaker during the workshop. real happy!! she say can take J1 test for oral presentation..!!! hahas.
today's post is so singlish. yeahs, i HATE icebreakers especially wacko!! the father of all icebreakers.. EWW!!
there was also this girl who obviously doesn't really welcome me. why? i don't know. she just ask my friends questions and simply ignore me. she even make a remark that TOTALLY pissed me off. fancy volunteering to be a leader when she haven't learn how to respect others. i didn't show her any disrespect, i SWEAR!! she just turned me off. i mean like even if she don't like me, she can treat me less nice but not disrespect me! leaders don't do what she has done to me of which i will erase from my head and LEARN from her abhorent behaviour (to improve myself) after the camp!! =]

urg~ forget about people like her. at least in the world, there's people like XinYi. she's nice and cute. she's the one that complimented me. she's my OFL (Overall Family Leader) or OFC(can't remember). not bad not bad. i said a short sentence but she praised me! hahas. well, try talking to a whole group of people you hardly spend twenty four hours with and expect to feel nervous but in the end you did not.

i'm finally growing up!! hahas. walked home from SRSJC today. made me think about many things. mum told me not to do it tomorrow if it's too late. that it's too dangerous. hmms. i'll think about it. =] walking is nice and kindda fun! especially when it's alone. hahas. felt abit scared and was on the edge to want to call one of my friends badly.. but i didn't. i don't know why. sobbs.

today's post not only is singlish but also very de not organised. hahas. i'm tired, eyes like blurr blurr le.. maybe because didn't sleep well, slept DAMN late. had a rough night. had a bad conversation. sobbs. almost broke down but good thing i didn't or i'll kill myself. ^^

seriously, i have no idea why i felt what i felt. those words just pierced my heart without me noticing. but, why? and why do i think about it. about that person? sighs. so many question marks. can i don't think about it. maybe, i should! =] anyway, that person might not read my post so, hehs. =]

HEADACHE!!! ohh yeahs! because of one question aaron ask, rumours coming again!! gosh. life really cannot be lived without them is it?!? anyway, there was this guy who looked very very like darius. ohh my god. LOLs. and he kept sitting opposite me (coincidence) making me look and wonder whether he's his brother (never because i'm interested). hahas.

going le going le. =] buh byE! more to come tomorrow! hehs. and yeahs, my back still hurts like HELL~!! gosh..