miserable

Haiz... Miserable sia... heex... I'm so sad sad... -sob- Friends from other school have finish their last exam papers but I haven't~! Only finish taking English and Chinese~!Well, good news is that I passed my Chinese...~! Wah...! Yeah~~ heex... But no use... I've got a low grade... 61.2% niia...~ Guess what, among all the girls in my class, I'm the second lowest for Mid-Year... I wonder what will my marks be if the idiot luo han fish ((Chinese Teacher)) have added my other marks (spelling, CA1 et. cera) Surely will pull me down de... Know why...?!? My Chinese spelling like shiit de.. Never study then tyco tyco will pass but few marks de.. heex...Hmmm. I wonder when can we get our English papers back.. I can't blame the cockroach ((English Teacher)) because she is suffering from joint problems... I truly understand how it feels... But, I hope I pass the paper... It is quite difficult... Worse, I hate some sections... The composition is not up to my normal standard man.. Haiz...I just found out that I very bad... hmmm. I mentioned my teachers nickys... hahaz.. who cares... sorry arhz teachers... bLeahZ...

Today after school I went out with YuFang, we go Hougang Mall... I wanted to top up my card again.. I went there yesterday with LiXin then today go again... haha... Before topping up my card, we went to eat lunch first... Go KFC eat shrooms meal... Then we went to walk around lorh... Bought a stapler, ruler and black pen.. Must get ready for exam and going back to school during June holidays for English.. Haha... Well, I'm not suppose to post right now.. I'm suppose to do my Chinese project de.. But me lazy siia... hee.. After posting this, I'll liink mee the friends... haha...

I feel so carefree now without having to think about -him-... haha... but I don't know why... As I'm typing these, I'm still thinking and wondering what -he- is doing... ((Sian)) I'm always so ill-fated... Just can't get -him- out of my life... Maybe because... never mind... haha... Siann.. Let's talk about other things...

I wonder whether anyone actually will bother to read my blog... Like I bother to read some of my good friends blog ecspecially FengNi, Haniza, Michelle and Fang mei de... haha... The rest only sometimes when I'm free... I used to keep reading -his- blog de.. But if I not wrong, -he- don't have blog le... sad... cannot know what -he- is thinking le.. haha.. Dots... bLeahZ... Now listening to songs from he CD SUPER... hee... JinHui give de... I feel guilty accepting the disc but.. I don't know why I take also.. Haiz...

Exams coming le.. But guess what?!? I'm not even prepared.. I never study for any subjects yet... I swear I really haven't... I very scared but I don't know why I can't forcus or simply force myself to study leh.. When I see books ecspecially textbooks, I will start to feel sleepy then will headache de... haha... Hmmm. Maybe most teenagers also like that bahx...

Aiyo.. I think I better go Liink my friends first then go and start doing research on my Chinese Project arhx.. Later YanLing start nagging at me again... Sian.. Buaiz... -muaks-
[Carefree miie``!!!]