cut wrist again.

Wah... Today so sian sia... haha... I cut my wrist... Oopz... Haha... I don't know what happened...

Maybe I was pocessed bahx.. haha... I was alone at home today at about one...? to about four plus five bahx...~ then during that few short hours, I was trying to forcus on my bloody work... But there was no motivation... So, I went on to have a chat with my friends... Later, I start thinking about somethings (definitely not about boys) then suddenly felt lonely, sad and miserable... I think is about Friends bahx... Can't remember... Then I took out my blade which was just beside me, the drawer was beside me... Then I took out and cut loh.. I continued doing my work until a while later I felt pain... Then I realise I really cut my hand... Stupid right... Yeah, you can say that again... -BleaHz...-Today was fine man... A bit boring maybe... I stayed at home the whole day, I planned to study but end up using the computer chatting with friends... I'm always like that de.. can't seem to forcus... No motivation sia... haiz... What can I do...? +=*BleahZ*=+Tired leh now... But since today I never study, I have planned to study not tomorrow but later at night when everyone is sound asleep... haha...Today is Vesak day...

Actually I had to go to the temple de but because Examinations coming so never go.. My parents allow me to just stay at home to study but actually i was like playing and just hanging around... Sad leh today... YuFang, Peggy and Chai Huat went to Kovan there to study... I wanted to go but since i'm grounded, I have to stick to that bloody rule...

Today at home went through all my contacts in MSN Messenger... Found out that I haven't talk to RuYi for fifty days le... Woah.. That's long man.. Haiz.. I got to go... My mother is nagging me to help her with her bloody phone... oops.. heex... chaoz...~