It's Progress.

"Growth always feels uncomfortable before it feels like progress."

Just why is my algorithm so on the spot? So so so many times I hit a wall and I tap into Tiktok only to be thrown with these meaningful and motivational reels; they are not even something in my regular feed! It's kindda crazy, but also - so divine and i'm grateful for sure, for the signs.

Is this the part of me that's spiritual? lol. Pisces is always said to be a little more spiritual, is this it? lol.

That aside - I'm indeed feeling uncomfortable. The first thing I do when I am given something new to do is reject it. Internally rebel and do everything else but the new thing until the last minute.

It's not like I hate change; I am adaptable. But every time I'm given a totally new scope/task, I cross my arms and refuse. I grumble and whine in my head until I calm down, ask GYM for help, guidance and patience to pull through the change, then eventually.... I do well.

Why am I like that?

I'm feeling uncomfortable now, the new work feels big. Looks big. And there's so much riding on it, I'm scared.......

V reminded me last week, that a mistake doesn't define who I am. I have to remember these small things.

Doing well in our career don't often come with a "Well done" or a "Good job" - but there'll be signs. There'll be trust.

Jasmine, just do it. You'll do it well anyway. Scared for what - it's not life or death, remember?