In My "Unkind" Era

I don't know if it's just getting older or if it's being in the same space for over 3 decades.

It's hard to explain. I can't figure it out.

But I've been feeling jaded around them. Not that they have done anything. It's just.... being in the same space that's getting on my nerves.

I wanna lash out, I wanna be rude, I wanna yell, I wanna just be left alone.

This darkness inside me I feel. Where did it come from? I don't like this version of me at all...

At the end of the day, I realise I must have forgotten to be grateful.