TMD

Today, work has made me feel like shit. I've never felt so frustrated to almost losing my cool. I was this close to yelling at someone.

Lucky for me, I didn't.

I have the lowest, and smallest role in my project team, so obviously, losing my cool would put me in a terribly bad position.

During the 'discussion' I felt so helpless. It's like... I'm shit. I'm doing shit. I know no shit. I couldn't back up my understanding because I'm not confident of what I know...

Today's episode shall act as another lesson to me.

I really need to know my stuff. Not want. Need. I need to know my stuff so people won't intimidate me just because i am unsure. :( I also need to set standards.