Ever since my last paper, I've been worried sick. I wondered if I would pass all four modules every single night without fail and would actually mentally prepare myself for the worse.
Especially for this one particular module.
I have never felt that fear about an exam before. It was horrible. The last time I remember being devastated about an exam was back in Secondary School for my Computer Studies paper. I didn't wanna talk. But I was just sad, not scared.
Every single night after that last paper, I would pray and chant to pass everything and finish off this last semester.
I was so so so bothered because this is my last semester and I'm so so close to graduating.
Results were released today.
I couldn't sleep well last night. Waking up at every hour since 4am. I slept at 2am. I even dreamt that I passed everything and was happily texting Weishan about it...........
The dream felt so real.
So very real.
But people always say dreams are the opposite of reality. lol. I woke up feeling stressed and nervous when I realise it was all just a dream. x,x
Results were released today.
I passed.
I FUCKING MADE IT!!!!!!!!
The burst of happiness and relief I felt is indescribable!
Although I'm not exactly satisfied with the average grade, I'm just happy I've passed everything.
&Now, I can rest my mind and truly enjoy my "holiday".
ps: Going to do my hair now. HEHEHEHE. ♥
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