Suddenly wonder what's the thing that makes me genuinely happy.
Used to be simple things and now...? Happiness seem so hard to achieve in life sometimes. Especially when you're growing up or rather, have grown up. Maybe, I should stop searching and feeling so complicated.
Happiness
It's something everyone searches for.
Some are sure they'll find it by moving back to their past.
Some think they'll find it by making a new friend,
Some hope they'll find it once they defeated the competition.
Then there are those who stop searching for happiness because they look up one day, to discover, it was right there in front of them, all the time.
- Desperate Housewives
It's probably just the acceptance and getting used to that I do~ Make do with everything and lose my positives bit by bit along the way while being swallowed by the sad reality slowly. I'll pick them up though.
I always do.
OR MAYBE, I've been staying at home too much! I get sad when I don't head out much sometimes. :/ Must be this reason. Pfft. Party all night long tomorrow onward!