You are really annoying me.

Honestly, I no longer feel the need and the drive to savage this friendship.
It is NOT because of the silly things you did. Really. It didn't matter.

It's what you did AFTER. I am sick and tired of explaining and reassuring you. Explaining the situations and reassuring that I ain't thinking the way you thought I am. I don't get it. What the hell are you thinking inside?!

Going around asking about me? Telling them I have problems? Asking them if they feel that I am different?
&telling me how uninterested I sound to him when he talk to me. Damn it! They are all freaking one-sided, please. I hate all these happening. Yes, I HAVE problems. But, they are just moments of weirdness I get that makes me feel a tad uncomfortable communicating with you FACE-TO-FACE. Why in the world am I being involved in this?! And, why am I constantly being reminded about this whole situation???? Can't you just let bygones be bygones and live on your own life?! Zzz
You've always feared to lose things, to lose people you love. Do you know that; the more fear you have, the more silly things you do, the more it might annoy people and the higher possibilities you might really lose them.

I can't deny that I enjoyed times when we're having fun. But once you starts getting emo-ish; boy, you can really be full of rubbish. I really hate it when you start telling me how you think what others are thinking and seeing you as. I don't doubt how you feel. But please, stop assuming. If you have any doubts; GO STRAIGHT TO THAT PERSON'S FACE AND CONFRONT THEM.

What? Gary seem to be different?! We seem to not want you around?! Crap.
"I saw Gary and he saw me but he just turned away." How confirm can you be that Gary really did saw you?! Gary is not such a person. I know. And you should too.
&It makes me wonder, how much do you actually know about me? about Gary... and, about us?!
You always see things using your eyes but not your heart. How much have we drifted? It's all because of what you think. WHAT YOU THINK!
For goodness sake. Can you stop being sensitive and stop letting your silly wild imaginations to take over you?! Your rational?!

Maybe Jiaxuan's right. Right about how V might have felt when she's with you. And maybe that's why she didn't exactly treated you as her guy or even as her good friend! Zzz

Thinking about what I said in the past regarding this friendship really make me feel superrrrrrrrrrr impractical. Nothing last forever and anything can happen over time. ANYTHING. Simply anything.
Time isn't the factor that proves things but the test to strengthen things. *Sigh.

If I have a wish, I would wish that... things are never the way they are right now.