I ate FISH~! =]

trust me, this will be a damn long post. =]
before i start my long-winded post, my internet connection is driving me nuts! aww. how i wish i can bang the hell out of my router!

TODAY
i'm RELIEVED! hahas. one problem solved. i thought i would create more commotion and make more people dislike me. ohh well, it's good to be confronted (in a polite way). hahas. really have to thank LOUISE, AMANDA, WINGYAN and SANDY. hahas. i will take note of the things you have said and pointed out. don't worry, i won't shoot you. i don't have licenses to own a gun. hahas. =)
-hmms.. maybe i've really deal with my thoughts wrongly. hahas. sorry guys! oops! sorry gals! hahas. don't worry, i'm an anti-biased person too. =D

skipped dinner last night and had half a cup of milo for breakfast today. was almost late for the first meeting with the prefects. but, i regreted not being late and for skipping breakfast. my mother wanted me to accompany her for breakfast but i insisted to be in school on time. waited for mr rafi. half an hour later, he came and meeting started. was a bit boring but i think that's the philosophy(or whatever it is spelled as) of the word; meeting. (=
wanted to leave early but couldn't bear to interupt mr. rafi's talk so i end up meeting jiaxuan about an hour or so after she reached school.

gosh. my instrument was a bother. BUT, i still love it. hahas. started the meeting with jiaxuan at around 1030+hrs. we are on the move man!! hahas. so glad that the start was smooth. 3 more days to the deadline. must "JIAYOU JIAYOU" to jiaxuan. actually, i feel kindda bad. i'm only incharge of the story board and jiaxuan is incharge of the technical stuffs. i can't help much other than do the content and maybe improvise on the design of the whole thing and of course, the outlook. jiaxuan cannot tolerate me(i can see) because i kept asking her to make the stick man look better, to shorten the leg, to shorten the hand and make the lines thicker. =]

after meeting her, it was ORCHESTRA! so looking forward to it. for this two weeks, today is my one and only practice. sobbs. can't attend practice this Thursday again because i got to attend a camp held at Serangoon JC. kindda sad because i was a bit lost during the practice.
talking about practice, i am SO PISSED with the teacher. be it whether it's her style or not, i just don't like the idea of her interaction with her students. she's a good teacher but i just don't like somethings which i will not elaborate on much.. those i complained to will know. hahas. ohh yeahs! jiaxuan joined us for practice today. she's trying out pipa. JIAYOU JIAYOU!! hahas.

i'm like so high today! however, i got one period of time very sad and pissed that i left the lecture room. i almost felt my tears so i chose to leave as soon as possible. hehs. but still, i'm glad i was strong enough to hold my tears back. =]

JUST THOUGHTS
yesterday, jiaxuan came over. i can't remember what i was doing that the thought strike me.
but, i was doing something when i suddenly feel that among my two good friends, i will only be able to keep in touch more closely with one of them. well, the other is also a good friend. but, we don't really have a strong and common interest. she's like that, but i'm like this. i'm not saying that we can't get along. it's just that, she waits and doesn't take a step forward. even if she does, she only remind me of her presence with good night messages (that's what i think). her perspective and goals in life is different from mine.
her characteristic is also very different. she's very.. well, anything. that's why i feel that i'm always the one making decisions. and, of course, i don't like the idea of that.

as for my other friend, we have even more things different but we have two common and strong goals. we also have different strengths that help us both achive our goals. with our different characteristic and views, we never fail to argue but a decision will still be made after serveral debates.

life can really be so confusing. one understands the state of me when i'm angry while the other one understands the real me. one is more conserve(but i think is too much) while the other is more open. one is more serious in the studies while the other is not really(like me). one is more naive while the other more 'matured'. one will stand by me while the other i'm not sure.
hais!
anyway, i miss haniza! she called me yesterday morning, but i was sleeping. LOLs.

YESTERDAY
other than jiaxuan, xiaoxuan dropped by too. she is so irritating!! hahas. after jiaxuan left at 1920+hrs and xiaoxuan finished her show and dinner, we started to play silent mahjong. hahas. no larhs. we played mahjong cards. kindda boring because it's suddenly so quiet and slow. the discarded cards are also very messy. we all agree that we missed the real noisy mahjong! hahas. played two rounds and we felt damn bored so, we played audition. so sad, xiaoxuan had to go home after two rounds? hahas.

i'm LEVEL 6 le.. hahas. nice nice. i'm still wondering whether i should download it into my computer. maybe NOT! hahas. don't wanna take up too many space in my computer. play in my room and reduce the hours my sister would sit infront of the computer better! hahas. i'm EVIL!

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ohh yeahs! after so long, i ate fish today! hahas. nice nice. i seldom eat fish because i'm a bit scared about swallowing the bones. well, it ever happened you know! hahs.

aiyah! i think i will end here le. wanna play AUDITION!! yeahs! buh bye!!
(but, todays' post not long enough. hahs)