NERVOUS!!!

gosh. about ten more hours to the presentation. i'm so god damn nervous. hais. how can i prevent those irritating butterflies from flying around in my stomach?!? gosh. the idea of it is making my stomach churn so badly. how?!? i'm so afraid i can't talk tomorrow infornt of hundreds.. gosh. please wish me luck!! nervous!!!

anyway, she cried today. being under her wing for fifteen years, this is the third time i'm seeing her cry. her tears make me hate him million times more. how could he cheat us? why don't he realise what is he doing right now? he simply just suck! just becaise we are poorer and trusted him doesn't mean he could cheat us like that right? it's been five long years, we have been cheated for five long years. we were blinded. blinded by the relationship. gosh. can't believe it. maybe when it comes to money, it's better to depend on ourselves and never trust people too easily. seeing her cry hurts me so much. it's as though someone has been slicing my heart bit by bit. tsktsktsk. hais.

anyway, i'm still feeling nervous. gosh. gotta go have some rest le. NITES~